Saturday, January 20, 2007
another week has passed
i got my retainers. and it is so uncomfortable. have to get used to it no matter what, i don't want to lose it again, if not my parents will start to think i'm an idiot again. but anyway, they will always think i'm one. so it doesn't really matter, i'm already used to all the insults and ridicules. so another one won't make a big difference.
i need to prove to them that i'm not what they think i am.
i need to show my real self
i'm not a loser
i won't let them think i am.
everything is driving me crazy
i'm not in top 7
that's bad enough
_______ is getting on my nerves
i'll be back to thrash all of u
{/PERHAPS LOVE <3 ;
;DD 3:42 PM
