Wednesday, November 29, 2006
MY 100th POST!!
went to arena warehouse sale today. i got 5 shorts!! haha. it was SUPER crowded. queued for like 2 hours. around there. met junhan, audrey, aloysius and... other ppl. practically all the swimmers. i wanted to get a long sleeve shirt but there wasn't any :(
im so bored now. reading next year's lit book. got nth to do. even if i maple, i can't level up that fast. and i still have to think of what game stall we should set up during the christmas carnival.
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BORED!
{/PERHAPS LOVE <3 ;
;DD 3:47 PM
Monday, November 27, 2006
MY 99th POST! ONE MORE!
today.
finally finished clearing up my room. threw away my primary school stuff. re-arranged all the worksheets. super tiring. but my room didn't get any neater.
went to westmall after buying books from school and passing the mc to the teacher-in-charge. ate moss burger<3
Gloria still doesn't know how to pronounce Y-A-K-I-N-I-K-U(SP?) haha. went walking around after eating to wait for the rain to stop. but in the end, when we went out, it was still raining. -_-". got a little drenched.
yesterday.
Clare didn't come. She went for holiday.
But we(Steffi, Rachel, Puiting and me) have a surprise for her!! haha. damn funny. I shall keep the suspense till thursday. i hope i kept the piece of paper with me.
after cg, the CGLs(3 of them) announced that i am IC during the christmas carnival [IC= In Charge], together with 3 other ppl. cheryl and 2 guys. I STILL DON'T KNOW THEIR NAMES. my reaction----> -_-"
i don't even know i would be going on that day(23rd dec). but i would be free. grrr. that means i have to go.
we'll carry on.
{/PERHAPS LOVE <3 ;
;DD 10:27 PM
Friday, November 24, 2006
i cant take this sometimes.
my sis is appealing for RGS. its not that i dont agree. but as an MGSian, i would, of course, want her to go to MG. damn you ruggers. why does everyone want to go there?
last year, i DESPERATELY wanted to get out of MG because i REALLY REALLY REALLY HATED my form teacher(6.6). she really sucks. i still remembered that i went against her for every little thing. yes, i was very, very rebellious. i dont know what was the reason that my PSLE results is sooooo......... bad. 241. that sucks. that kind of results is not supposed to be from an EM1 student. GRRRRRRRRRRR.........
but the main reason why RGS didnt accept me because my swimming sucks. i guess they only care about SWIMMING.
{/PERHAPS LOVE <3 ;
;DD 9:55 AM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
Step Up- Samantha Jade
(From the movie Step Up)
Step Step Step Up)
This is somethin for the radio
(Step Step Step Up)
This is somethin for the radio
(Step Step Step Up)
This is somethin for the radio
(Step Step Step Up)
[Chorus]
Boy, no matter what we go through
You step up I'll step up too
It don't matter what the haters say
As long as you are my boo
And no matter how hard it gets
This love will have no regrets
As long as when we steppin on the dancefloor
It's me and you
Feel the rhythm of the beat, that's my heart
Cupid shot me with the arrow from the start
And you know that it's your love that's got me trapped
Everytime I try to leave you bring me back
So much water at times I cried a river
You dried my eyes and brought me back to laughter
And when I lay next to you I wanna wake up
And when I break up it's only to make up
[Chorus]
And when I step any place, I feel my feet
Lifting from underneath
You grab my hands, spin me round
And right before I fall
You catch me and you say
Baby, it'll be okay
Just look into my eyes
And we will make another day
[Chorus]
And If we don't step up we'll loose our groove
So confused don't know which way to move
Pull my hand and let me know that you feel me too
Look into my eyes and tell me baby I love you
You'll never get wet cuz I'll be your umbrella
And we can make it through any kind of weather
If you step up I'll step up boy
Cuz I'm tryin to be with you forever
[Chorus]x2
Step Up
This is somethin for the radio
(Step Step Step Up)
This is somethin for the radio
This is somethin for the radio
(Step Step Step Up)
[Chorus]
{/PERHAPS LOVE <3 ;
;DD 8:55 PM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
KONAYUKI-(powdered snow)
REMIOROMEN
konayuki, mau kisetsu wa
itsumo surechigai
hitogomi ni magiretemo
onaji sora miteru no ni
kaze ni fukarete
nita you ni kogoeru no ni
boku wa kimi no subete nado
shitte wa inai darou
soredemo ichiokunin kara
kimi wo mitsuketa yo
konkyo wa nai kedo
honki de omotterun da
sasai na iiai mo nakute wararai,
wararaionaji jikan wo ikite nado ikenai
sunao ni narenai nara
yorokobi mo kanashimi mo munashii dake
konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
futari no kodoku wo wake au koto ga dekita no kai
boku wa kimi no kokoro ni, mimi wo oshiatete
sono koe no suru hou e sutto fukaku made
orite yukitai, soko de mou ichido aou
wakariaitai nante morarai,
moraraiuwabe wo nadete ita no wa boku no hou
kimi no kajikanda te mo
nigirishimeru koto dake de tsunagatteta no ni
konayuki nee eien wo mae ni amari ni moroku
zaratsuku ASUFARUTO no ue shimi ni natte yuku yo
konayuki nee toki ni tayorinaku kokoro wa yureru
soredemo boku wa kimi no koto mamoritsudzuketai…
konayuki nee kokoro made shiroku somerareta nara
futari no kodoku wo tsutsume sora ni kaesu kara…
ENGLISH TRANSLATION
powdered-snow, within the revolving seasons
we always miss each other [1]
although we got separated within the crowd,
we look into the same sky
blown in the wind,
we feel the same chills
everything about you, [2]
guess I don't really know
even so, from one hundred million
I still found you [3]
although i'm not really sure, [4]
i'm seriously thinking about it
if slight quarrels may lose our laughters
then we must not live in the same moment of time
if we can't be honest to each other [5]
happiness and sadness are just empty
powdered-snow, until our hearts become white-dyed
let us meet so that we can share our loneliness
want to put my ears into your heart
to hear the voice that gently leads into the depth
i want to go descend, and let us meet once again there
although I say that I want to understand,
but I can only stroke the surface of my words
even your hands that have become cold,
only by holding them tightly, we were connected
powdered-snow, even too fragile before the eternity
fell and became stain upon the rough asphalt
powdered-snow, in such time unreliable, shaking my heart
even so, I want to keep on protecting you…
powdered-snow, until our hearts become white-dyed
wrap up our loneliness, return it to the sky…
{/PERHAPS LOVE <3 ;
;DD 6:17 PM
Monday, November 20, 2006
after watching one litre of tears(jap drama serial, based on a true story), i felt very touched. Aya(the girl who got the disease, protagonist), even though she could hardly do anything anymore, she still fought on. She still wrote down her feelings on her diary everyday. And that diary was published. Those people who read it..
aiyah, i wont say anything anymore. go watch the drama serial yourself on youtube. it is very nice. ALL THANKS TO GLORIA I GOT SOMETHING NICE TO WATCH.
I'm bored. Got anything nice to watch?
{/PERHAPS LOVE <3 ;
;DD 9:42 PM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
i watched step up today!! its so cool!
hmm.. do u like my new blogskin?
nth much today
i won 20 dollar heeren voucher! from move it!
move it is like a huge board game. it was FUNNNN. but our grp always got the sports activity.
and we were so paranoid over the exchange rate thing. precious stones and gold. haha. i don't think u know what i am talking about. :)
every second chance begins with a first step
{/PERHAPS LOVE <3 ;
;DD 9:00 PM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
GOING TO CHANGE BLOGSKIN SOON.
WILL UPDATE AGAIN.
MOVE IT!
{/PERHAPS LOVE <3 ;
;DD 8:46 PM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
THE MADELEINE THAT YOU KNOW DIED TODAY.
今天，你们都知道的李玉华，已经死了。
{/PERHAPS LOVE <3 ;
;DD 8:29 PM
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
i decided not to think so much on that issue that has made me worry.
i'll just leave everything to God. He will decide for me.
now.. lets get back to the thing i wanted to say.
I WATCHED FINISH PRINCESS HOURS!!
it rocks.
wait. that means i got nothing to watch anymore. no more drama serials to watch anymore. grrr.
princess hours is something like fullhouse. quite alike.
BOREDLabels: HOLIDAYS
{/PERHAPS LOVE <3 ;
;DD 1:24 PM
Friday, November 10, 2006
i feel like crying
i've been praying and praying.
i don't like swimming anymore but i miss my friends. those friends of mine, they cheered me up whenever i'm down. they helped me persevere on, not to give up, but to always continue on no matter what. it's just so sad that i made them disappointed, all of them. not only those from my club, but also my rivals, and my friends from other clubs.
but i had a choice to make. last year, i was already on the edge of giving up. i did it. i gave up this year. i had reasons to giving up. but somehow, my parents, until now, are against it. i don't know why they just cannot support my decision. even mrs elaine chan doesn't allow me. everyone doesn't allow me.
however, i don't regret making that decision. even though i have become fatter, i like being a squashie.
p.s. mum and dad, i don't believe that ONLY swimming can help me lose weight. and don't try talking to people so that they can persuade me to go back swimming. it won't work
{/PERHAPS LOVE <3 ;
;DD 8:26 PM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
I can't believe this is happening.
I think I'm going to break down soon.
My fatness seems to make me very detestable in my family.
Maybe because my dad, my mum and my sister are all skinny.
Which makes me not part of it.
I am the odd one out.
But there is nothing I can do.
It takes me years to lose 1kg.
Let alone bring down my weight to 55kg.
welcome to my life
{/PERHAPS LOVE <3 ;
;DD 7:50 PM
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Have you had a feeling when nothing seems rite? Had you had this thought that sometimes you wish you weren't born? I had.
Everyday that I live in this world, there would always be someone telling me that I am fat, my thighs are big, the sight of me is just very horrible blahblahblah. All the hurtful stuff just comes right into my face. If my dad doesn't tell me about my fatness, then my mum would, and vice versa. It is just so irritating.
My mum either cares about getting rich everyday or telling me that my room is very messy or telling me that my thighs are the hugest or tells me that I am the weirdest person that she has ever met blahblahblah. I don't see why money can be so important to her. She believes that money can bring happiness and anything she wants. And my room CANNOT get any neater. I would not let her neat my room for a reason. When she neats up my room, she will always throw away anything that looks like junk to her(and this refers to everything), and she will read my CONFIDENTIAL diary. Diaries are meant to be a secret excuse me. By the way, she read all my letters that me and my friends write to each other before. That is the reason why I carry my diary and all my letters everywhere I go now. So troublesome.
And my dad, he would never support me in squash. He keeps on telling me to either go back to swimming or take up tennis.
NUMBER ONE. I WOULD NEVER SWIM AGAIN AND I DON'T EVER WANT TO.
NUMBER TWO. I DON'T WANT TO TAKE TENNIS COMPETITIVELY
SHEESH
Oh yah, by the way, he also tells me that I am fat EVERY DAY.
horrible, terrible and vegetable
{/PERHAPS LOVE <3 ;
;DD 8:26 PM
Monday, November 06, 2006
im bored. again. i started re-reading all my books. got nothing to do. well, there is chinese and math homework. but i feel so lazy to do it. wait till december then i start doing. haha
1H 06, 2D 07
{/PERHAPS LOVE <3 ;
;DD 9:03 PM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
i went to cut my hair today! there isnt really a big difference but it is now shorter and more layered. haha. training tmrw. hope i can try and improve my 2.4km run time if we are running. my body is all sore. grrr. but it is worth the effort.
im so bored now. what should i do? hmmm... i feel so lazy.
{/PERHAPS LOVE <3 ;
;DD 9:16 PM
