trng today kinda sucked

2.4 km run, drop-drive drill, the usual physical, C-div captain voting blablabla

as usual, during the drop-drive drill, my knee collapsed. lucky it was okay during the run. i wonder whether my parents will support me for squash. You know they always say that squash is a dead sport and always think that only me and elena are in the team. WTF. i can't help saying that but it is REALLY annoying. IS THERE ANYTHING WRONG WITH SQUASH?

my parents are always saying that squash is the cause to my fatness and my big butt and my big thighs and my big arms etc. Everything on me is big. I know that. They would be happy if I looked like a skeleton. All bones and NOTHING else. I don't see the mistake in being fat. Everyone is special. It doesn't mean that I have to be as slim and slender as a model. Or as skinny as my sister. I don't aim to look like one of them. I just want to be myself. We are all GOD's children. And he loves us for who we are. Well, at least I know that there's someone that appreciates me. GOD and my close friends.

SOME FRIENDS DON'T HELP, BUT A TRUE FRIEND IS CLOSER THAN YOUR OWN FAMILY

PROVERBS 18:24

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;DD 6:50 PM

some more pics



MGSQUASH TEAM 06!



SPARK C CAMP 03!



dont ask. TEACHERS' DAY

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;DD 9:45 PM

some pics



claire asked me to take this



we were playing truth or dare. CAREBEAR POSE



at KAP



after the funfair. WE BRAIDED OUR HAIR! can't see mine though



random shot

will post some more tmrw

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;DD 8:37 PM

found this on the net dedicated to HANNAH LEE


Hanna Lee
You dusty eyes were soft and glowin'
when first I met you, Hannah Lee.
There was no way for me a-knowin'
the sorrow your sweet caress would bring to me.
Chorus:High, high, high is the gallows.
(Yeah, and it's long) long as the rope that waits for me.
High as the gallows. They'll hang me for your sins, my Hannah Lee.
You shot and killed your cruel husband
because you found you loved but me,
And then you lied before the jury
and they blamed me for your sins, my Hanna Lee.
Chorus
Down at the jail on hangin' mornin',
I heard you tell them you had lied.
Your dusty eyes were soft and glowin'
and I saw you hang your head and cry.
High, high, high is the gallows.
(Yeah, and it's long) long as the rope that waits for me.
High as the gallows.
When they hang my lovin' darlin', Hannah Lee.

go to http://users2.ev1.net/~smyth/linernotes/thesongs/HanaLee.htm for more details.
:)

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;DD 2:18 PM

WOAH!! school is going to end on thursday!

pics during staffroom r(a)



nathan hartono singing



our two MCs. they kept on changing clothes



the teachers had a band. it wasnt that bad.


will upload more pics next time

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;DD 10:05 PM

STAFFROOM R(A) YESTERDAY.



it was so hilarious. the teachers really practised very hard. i never knew they could sing or play the drums, bass guitar and the electric guitar. quite cool. i don't even have the chance to learn any of these instruments. and the modelling thing. CATWALKING. lol. the whole audi was like cheering SO loud until my eardrums nearly burst. screaming too.

it was just crazy. i didnt win anything. but they read out two ticket numbers that were so close to mine. A0578 and A0585. MINE WAS A0575. GRRRRRRR. i wonder who won the dinner date with miss kon. haha
and claire was paraniod over her shoes. i don't know who accidentally stepped on it and she screamed at her.

guess that is what everyone does when u get new things.

mapling now.

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;DD 8:47 PM

GOT BACK CHINESE, 69, B3

AHHHHH!!!

i can't believe i got B3 for chinese. dropped so much compared to CA1,CA2,CA3 and CA4. GONNA WORK HARD FOR NEXT YEAR.

Staffroom R(A) tmrw!! YAY!!
Holidays in 1 week's time! What am I going to do during the 2 months break? Study? NO WAY. But got chinese homework. have to read chinese storybook, do a zhouji and jianbao. i havent even started on the storybook yet. haha :) i think i should start next week. the earlier i finish, the more time i have to enjoy. NEXT YEAR STREAMING!!!

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;DD 9:08 PM

i almost got every subject back

1. langarts- 66,B3
2. chinese- ?
3. math- 62,B4(HORRIBLE)
4. bio and life science combined- 65,B3(HORRIBLE)
5. chem and physics combined- 65,B3(HORRIBLE)
6. history- 46/80,57.5%,C5(HORRIBLE)
7. geog- 71.5,A2(YAY!!!!)

im very disappointed for bio. For the paper, I got 38/60. WTH. I expected myself to do better
also for MATH, especially MATH. NO A1. grrr. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i expected to do badly for history. i suck at it.
my first time getting A2 for geog. CELEBRATE. haha. just kidding
i hope my chinese would be as good as all the tests.


my stomach is aching from all the sit-ups and back-arches

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;DD 8:25 PM

woah. i havent posted for so long.

been watching tv

results are okay and not okay. i barely passed history, did not improve much for langarts, did quite badly for bio. im most satisfied with chem. at least i got an A2. i missed 0.5 marks to A1. GRRRR. claire and eshyen should be coming to FMC this week. OMG. then it will be so noisy. training has started. stoopid haze, i don't think i can run on thursday if the haze continues to be like this. when will indonesia stop burning down forests?
and im going to die for geog and math

can't wait for the weekends. what should i do? ohyah, im going to toa payoh to visit. going back there reminds me of last year. from 3rd placing, i went down all the way to 7th placing. BADBADBAD. hate that place. mentioning it makes me wanna cry and breakdown again. KENNA, HANNAH AND LYDIA PLS HELP ME NOT TO BREAKDOWN AGAIN. im trying my best to forget the past

there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach

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;DD 9:28 PM

EXAMS ARE OVER!!


but we are going to get back testpapers on monday. so fast.

hmm.. what should i do?

squash trng starts on monday! run run run run.

went to lydia's house. and almost everything in her room is pink. her clothes, her stuff on her table blahblah.

can't imagine what hannah would say if she looked inside her room.

it was so obvious to tell which one is her bed and which one is her sister's bed. haha.

going to watch tv now!

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;DD 8:08 PM