woah.. i havent been updating for so long. xmen3 rawks man!! damn cool!! jean grey so powerful!! damn nice. haha magneto lost his powers.. too bad for him, he is just plain evil. everyone out there, i will spoil the surprise of the movie by telling it now.
the first part is about magneto and professor x going to jean grey's house(that was 20 years ago), then that all started the xavier's school for the gifted. then, they show how angel(the guy with wings) got his wings. its so PAINFUL!! its like there's blood and feathers on his back. OUCH! it is really very painful. then wolverine, storm, shadowcat, icemen, steelman went to "war". i thought it was really a war. but it is actually a practise. stoopid me. then all the mutant stuff. like the humans found a cure for it or something. haha, mystique became her usual self, her skin is no longer blue. jean grey.. emm.. i dont think anyone can control her. she can just kill anyone(very very easily). she is half evil half good? dunno? i think she is more on the good side. she killed cyclops and professor!! so scary. she used to be like so much weaker then professor and now she is like the most powerful mutant on earth!! but wolverine killed her in the end(if not everyone will die). hmm... wat else? oh yah, there's this guy, when you chop off his arms or watever, it'll just grow back instantly. then so funny, wolverine was like continuously chopping off his arms(but it kept on growing back). then wolverine was so frustrated. haha. i would not want to tell you wat happened next(its kinda disgusting).
ok thats all i can tell you. too long to say the whole thing.

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;DD 3:00 PM

sighxx.. my mum is really going against me.. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!! what have i done her wrong? or is it just im such an eyesore to her? or is it im just so fat that she cant tolerate the sight of me?? aiyah. i dont know whats wrong with her.. but she cant just make me skinnier or something. i couldnt be cared less abt my weight. it takes me 2 years just to lose 1kg or even 500g. so it just takes too long. haha.. milo is getting nearer and nearer. learning journey is SO boring. i really hate myself. MY PARENTS ARE GOING AGAINST ME, MY MUM CANT STAND THE SIGHT OF ME, SHE THINKS I AM AN EYESORE, SHE LOOKS AT ME AS IF I AM OCCUPYING THE WHOLE HOUSE, SHE NEVER EVER SUPPORTS ANYTHING I DO, SHE NEVER FAILS TO DISAGREE WITH ME AND SHE IS ALWAYS COMPARING WITH OTHERS WHO ARE ALOT BETTER THAN ME. I REALLY REALLY HATE MY FATE. WHY AM I SO UNLUCKY??

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;DD 8:15 PM

woah!! i so long never update.. hehe. but i kept on changing skin. i think iam going to change the skin again, the pic is quite blur. gotta sharpen the pic. haha.. going to KL soon!! yay!! cant wait for it. got learning journey.. i heard that it is boring.. dunno?? wait till tmre then i will know. i finally got a proper vicer(i dont know how to spell). going to run in the farrer park aquathlon thing. sighx

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;DD 5:00 PM

today got cross.. aiyah. i fell again, im just so accident prone. haha. ok.. i gotta reply to the tags that my seniors and frens gave me.

TO SHERLYNN TEO:
yah.. only if i could. SOME PPL are just forcing me to do something that i REALLY REALLY dont like. sighx. i dunno wat to do. just have to wait for time to pass..

TO BERNICE:
how can you be so mean?? haha.. just kiddin'. dont be so mean lah.. i wont spam jas with letters. if she never reply me then nvm. can always reply me another time wad. hehe.

TO BELICIA:
haha. dont worry abt your chem. theres alot of ppl out there who got lower than you. be happy that you are not the only one. woah!! you tagged so much!! hehe. my knee hurts!! i dont like to be accident prone!! urgh.. im just so clumsy. fell on the same spot as when i was p1 and p6!!! all of you are nice ppl.. but i wont be biased.. haha. but sometimes when im talking to you, you can just go crazy halfway.. not always though. lol.

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;DD 11:13 AM

yay!! i finally updated my blog!! haha. i suck at life science. got 40/60, so sucky. my mum indirectly told me that why cant i be smarter?? i know that im stoopid... dont need to emphasise on that. i know im useless. i cant seem to get anything right. i cant please you in anyway. even though im doing the best i can, you still wont be satisfied at me. i know you think that im fat, useless and stoopid. i will just accept my fate of being fat useless and stoopid. coz there is nth i can do to make u think otherwise. i will forever be like this in your eyes. nth i can do to change you, nth i can do to prove you wrong. nth at all. HATE MYSELF!!i dont wanna be here anymore. i feel like ive just been thrown away, i feel like everybody has stepped on me.
TO MUM:
i know you feel very disappointed in me. i know you think that i cant do anyhting right. my studies suck, my swimming sucks even more. i dont think you know anything abt squash. its ok for yoyu ignore me since you already have ALYSSA. she is like so much BETTER than me. but i dont really care. i will just carry on living my life like this. hate me all you like. coz there is nothing i do that satisfies you.

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;DD 6:38 PM

haiz.. my mum is so prejudiced against me.. dunno wats wrong with her. stoopid lah.. what did i do wrong?? she's like disagreeing with me for every single thing dat i say. just because i joined squash, doesnt mean that i am like.. turning evil?? DUNNO LAH!! feel like getting out of here. dont wanna be in this world anymore. i rather be dead and not know anything. dont need to hear so much UNPLEASANT stuff from ppl.. WHY ARE THERE SUCH DOWN RIGHT EVIL PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD?? CANT THEY JUST HAVE A CHANGE OF HEART?? THEY ARE REALLY SO HEARTLESS!! cant take it anymore!! my sis and my parents are being so prejudiced against me ever since i joined another CCA(squash). wat is wrong with them?? doesnt mean that that they dont like something means that i hv to follow suit.. SO FREAKING PISSED!! I HATE MYSELF! hate myself for being so stoopid. hate my parents for giving me such A STOOPID BRAIN. well, they are stoopid so that means i am stoopid too. and my mum keeps on telling me,"EVER SINCE YOU JOINED SQUASH, YOUR STUDIES HAVE BEEN DEPROVING A LOT. I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO TO YOU."
like not as if im deproving from A1 to F9 or something. its just 6 marks(for chinese). and, there is nth she can do to make my history and english improve because I REALLY REALLY HATE THEM. they really suck lah. i would rather hv all the subjects written in chinese than in english. at least i can understand something. im not the typical china type person but i just find myself in difficulty because i cant seem to understand a single thing that the book and teacher is trying to say!! I REALLY HATE MYSELF.

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;DD 7:28 PM

just fell today. now my shin is so painful. sighx, but the good thing is that i dont need to swim!! today the real training starts. mr koh came today. do drills after drills, then physical. nvm lah, will get used to it. actually it is quite fun. coz elena's squash ball kept on going out of the court.haha. then her ball kept on flying everywhere. keep on coming to my side when i am still doing the drill. then she said that the court at the corner very comfortable. dont know what's wrong with her. all the courts are like the same. funny thinking. haha. jasmine lost my letter again!! AH! wanning quit squash alr!! so sad! sobsob. she is one of the best players!! but the good thing is that she is going for milo!! yay! motherss day is coming!! need to buy the seniors' present. havent go out for so long. I WANNA GO OUT!! 3 more weeks to hoilday!!

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;DD 7:42 PM