i finally got the time to blog


I HATE MUGGING


can't wait till the exams are over.

but aft that must get back testpapers. grrr.

then i will be sad again.

CHURCH TMRW!!!

you don't wear my chains

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;DD 7:52 PM

CHURCH YESTERDAY
on the way there, there was this guy in the mrt train, listening to his ipod so loud until i could hear it from like 10m away.

worship was good. and the sermon was really meaningful - do not judge people or be biased against those that u dont like. Be fair and impartial.

PRAYPRAYPRAY

bad memories, sadness, depression, failure. pray that we will get over them asap.

THERE IS REALLY SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME
i feel so moody somehow. for no reason i feel so sad. maybe because of saturday. i shouldnt have gone to sports school to watch my sis swim. SWIMMING BRINGS ME BACK TO THOSE DAYS WHEN I STRUGGLED SO MUCH TILL I BROKE DOWN. havent really gotten over it.

i remember every little thing that happened on the 22nd july 2005. i lost everything on that day.

at the cross i bow my knees

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;DD 8:52 PM

gosh. i found this on my friend's blog.

THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MYSELF
my sparkling eyes
my nice shaped lips.its been commented that it was beautiful by a makeup artist before.haha.she asked if i had a boyfrien and i was like..err...no!!!
my hair. i cut it layered so its curvy and layered.nice
my attitude.i take people's commends very lightly actually
my style of clothes.i have a taste in clothes that i can mix an match my clothes,still look fashionable and i have a new look every week when i go to blackbox!!!
my feet.they're pretty small and they're easy to take care of:)
my nails.they are just so nice shaped actually.easy to cut
my strong fingers.so that i can play the piano well
oh well,its like i am naming everything gd about myself.haha.well practically, everything on me is just nice to me:)everything just seems so perfect:)

OMGOMGOMGOMG. i cant believe that someone would actually put this on her blog. how big can her ego get?
singapore idol finals on sunday. I AM NOT GOING TO WATCH IT. AND I DON'T WISH TO. NOT WORTH IT TO WATCH.

i like the new single of my chemical romance. the title is quite long so i cant really remember it.
can't wait till the EOYs are over!!!

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;DD 9:00 PM

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY CLAIRE!

even though i havent been talking to you for like 2 weeks, you will still be my good friend(crazy too). the reason why i havent been talking to u or havent been going recess with you, eshyen and fiona because i need to think through some stuff. abt our class's attitude, the way they behave etc. i do have a serious problem too. when i dont really find this particular person reasonable or the person is childish or whatever, i cant bring myself to accept the fact that he/she is like that. im not street smart. i cannot deceive myself and lie to myself that this friend of mine is not irrtating, childish, act-smart blahblahblah. GRRRR.


2 weeks to the EOYs. really scared.

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;DD 9:07 PM

i havent posted for 4 days.


my blog is going to be dead for a while since i really have to study for the eoys. MUGGGGINGGG. it is nice sometimes but most of the time it isnt.

yesterday, i went for some NTU EEE(electrical eletronic engeering) dinner.
1. we got lost while we were trying to find the restaurant.
2. the food wasnt that nice
3. we reach home at 11pm since there was like an hour jam at the area where suntec city is.
4. they blocked almost the entire place. gosh

it is really the worst day. and i am prepared to get at most 16/25 for the math test. i didnt have time to check through the whole paper. so, in the end, i lost some marks for the rounding off thing as i remembered how to do it last minute. GRRRRR. this test is going to pull my marks down.



singapore kids are not kids

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;DD 9:59 PM

hello again.

nth much today, except for swimming pe. we had to look for diane's contact lenses. and i dont even know how contact lenses look like.

22 days to the eoys. 3 more weeks. and i havent studied. well, i studied for quite a few subjects alr. except for like 3 or 4 of them.



chinese oral tmrw.

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;DD 10:10 PM

sherlynn came over to play tennis with me!! haha. so sad it rained and she also had to go for a concert with her sis.

during bible study today, we were eating and discussing at the same time. AND STEPHY WAS NOT THERE. i think she doesnt want her two packets of iced milo. lol

amelea came back today!! but she only gave us the FOOD. they were GOOD. got CRACKERS, CADBURY CHOCOLATE and GUMMY. so the whole grp ate and ate. especially clare. she kept on eating the crackers and licking her fingers. SHE HAD VERY VERY LONG NAILS. AND SHE POLISHED IT. gosh

i shall continue doing the rest of my history hw.

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;DD 9:33 PM

3 more days till the hols are over.

big surprise tomorrow! especially for the people joining the APSC championships. haha. you'll see.

oh yah btw, what is liberal arts? my friend is studying that in university. never heard of it before.

crampcrampcramp! URGH. no trng for like 1 month! i better make use of this one month break to study and also work on my strokes. my strokes are really screwed. i hope i can get into top five.
First: Klarrisa(duh)
Second: Rachel/Elena
Third:Elena/Rachel
Fourth:Wanning?
Fifth: Kelly

as you can see, there is no more space for me. so i really need to train hard and train smart.


just changed blogskin!

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;DD 9:16 PM

I LOST


im not going back to toa payoh to play anymore. after getting "kicked out". i need to work harder. i wanna get into top 5 and play at school nats next year. TO PROVE TO MRS ELAINE CHAN THAT I CAN DO IT. how dare she look down on me. SHE IS NOT GOING TO MAKE ME SWIM AGAIN.

mentioning her makes my blood boil.

AND MY WEIGHT ISNT GOING DOWN. IT IS STILL THE SAME. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO CUT OFF 2KG IN TWO WEEKS? mrs elaine chan again

i never knew that she can be so cunning

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;DD 10:22 PM

i havent posted for like 3 days.


trying to lose weight but i cant. people keep on telling me it is muscle weight so there is nth to lose. like real, you know im 65kg? that is SUPER heavy. pls dont tell me it is muscle weight again. like i have so much muscles.

now, i am having one portion of carbo a day, then the rest is either dont eat or just have fruits and vegetables.

bored, dunno what to do

better finish reading the chinese storybook that the school asked us to buy.

i am SO fat.

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;DD 8:10 PM