I AM PLAYING AGAINST MAO SHI YEN.

she is mao shi hui's sis i think. name so similar. rach told me she is PRODED. like duh, she is mao shi hui's sis. there are genes you know. she won ruth 2-1. like wth?? why did she join novice? maybe she wants an easy win. sheesh. choex told her sis that mao shi yen joined novice and her response was," SHE JOINED NOVICE?????!!!!!!" haha. ruth and her cheena accent. i wonder how is she going to pass oral.


when me, elena and some other ppl were at macs(kap), zhaochen found a fish bone in her burger. i never knew that burgers had fishbones. AND ZHAOCHEN AT FIRST DECIDED TO GIVE US A TREAT. how kind of her. i still remember how money-minded she was. SHE IS STILL. after she bought the stuff, she said," I DECIDED NOT TO TREAT YOU PEOPLE. SO LATER, PLEASE PAY ME." what a nice friend.

okay, i gtg do home work now.



34 DAYS TO EOYS.

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;DD 4:29 PM

its been 3 days since i updated.


nth much today. i just felt super pissed with the whole class. dont know why. i sometimes really need to cool myself down. i feel so irritated these few days.

i will not talk abt the bad things that happened today. during swimming pe. it really sucks and it makes me wanna cry.

Commendations Award Ceremony tomorrow



always and forever

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;DD 9:47 PM

i dont know what to say.

go to blogskins.com and search lienieledam


rate them pls!! IT IS MINE! HAHA.

some more pics

not that nice from afar

a close up pic with me.claire.eshyen

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;DD 10:13 PM

kenna and lydia acting.. emm.. like? what do you think?



I know i look horrible. me.claire.eshyen.



the state of our class. i got used to it after such a long time

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;DD 9:04 PM

44 days to eoys!

AHHH!! that is like 1 month? minus away all the hols. studystudystudy.

today, when i was on the way home, passed by the audi, i saw adele and another girl trying to strangle each other with both of their ties. i was like thinking," what in the world are you doing?" then after that, they were coughing and choking. STOOPID.

HISTORY TEST was... emm.. ok? no comments.




MY LEGS ARE ACHING!

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;DD 4:02 PM

MY LEGS FEEL LIKE JELLY.

fun run. yeah it was fun to watch. not fun to do. at least i tried my best!! dont want to be so negative. The hols are finally coming! actually, it isnt really a time to celebrate since the eoys are coming REALLY soon. CAC is coming soon. my fourth time listening to the guest-of-honour speak. Hope it isn't going to be boring. 2004's CAC guest-of-honour was... *yawn*. I liked the 2003 CAC. The speach was nice. I think the guest-of-honour was the director of SSS. I could actually remember.

I seriously cannot see what is on a topographic map. Mrs Chong was telling us how to do it but i just couldn't see! How? I just passed Geog by 3 marks! I need to buck up.


where'd you go

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;DD 9:43 PM

MUGGING

study and study and study. I was supposed to go for trng today but then im really scared that my knee will be painful again. So, i will be taking a short break.

MY DAD IS FINALLY GETTING BIRKENSTOCK FOR THE WHOLE FAMILY!! YAY!
and i went out with my mum yesterday, i bought this white long-sleeve for $20. i dunno whether that is cheap or not.


swimming pe tmrw. i'll be swimming laps again. along with clarinda. why is it only both of us?

I'm writing you a symphony of sound

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;DD 5:30 PM

PISSED

i have a 80% chance of not being able to play squash anymore.
_____________________________________________________________________

reasons:

1. I have this knee problem which keeps on acting up if I put too much pressure on it.
2. My parents STRONGLY think that squash is a super dead sport.
3. They say I am too fat to be a squashie
- I know I am fat
- But I am desperately trying to lose weight
- I will not eat any more food that contains carbohydrates, fats or anything that can make me
fat
4. They think that I can never be a good squash player
- I don't know why they have this kind of mentallity, so negative.
5. They want me to go back to swimming
- I WILL NEVER EVER EVER GO BACK TO SWIMMING NO MATTER WHAT.

alhsdjasjvi(#((*$($*$)kdjfdikkv&^^)%^%)*(#

1 quarter fish, 3 quarter duck.
that sounds so wrong. URGH
____________________________________________________________________

_____ cried again. After so long, i thought she cooled down already.
Surprisely, I think she recalled what happened. Somehow, dunno how.
MAY THE LORD BE WITH HER NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS



prayer really changes things

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;DD 7:26 PM

E.O.Y ARE COMING SOON

i cant believe the year just passed by so fast. in 4 weeks time, it is the eoy. and after that, we get back our testpapers. THAT IS THE SCARIEST PART FOR ME. getting back results. im so afraid that i wouldnt do well. im especially worried for ENGLISH, LIT, GEOG AND HISTORY. Those are my weakest subjects and the marks of those subjects fluctuate alot. It goes up and down everytime.

I NEED TO GET AN A1 FOR CHINESE. i just need 3 marks more and i get an A1. i will study really hard until my overall average is above 70. im currently 70 borderline. ALWAYS.

ca1:70
ca2:69.7
ca3:68.9
average for the 3 CAs:69.5

I DON'T THINK THAT IS GOOD FOR SEC1
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NEXT TOPIC

i injured my knee again. it is wrapped in a bandage now AGAIN.
hope i can train properly on monday.
AND I SERIOUSLY NEED TO LOOSE WEIGHT

my dad just said that my knee injury is caused indirectly by my body weight.
"you are too BIG to run around the court, so... blah and blah and blah"
WHAT EVER

no way am i going to change sport. unfortunately, my dad asked me to take up tennis because
1. he thinks that squash is a DEAD SPORT(so not true)
2. i'm too heavy to be quick enough to move around the court(i know im fat but then i can always try means and ways to lose weight)
3. he thinks that tennis is SUITABLE for me(he says that my "figure" suits tennis well)
4.he somehow DOES NOT LIKE SQUASH so i have to not like it(what logic is that?)
5.he assumes that if i play tennis, i would not get any injuries and my thighs would not be so big.(my thighs are alr SO HUGE and i have NO IDEA how to make it smaller, maybe liposuction[spelling?])


thats all the reasons that i can currently think of. there should be somemore coming.


bye

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;DD 6:10 PM

I GOT BACK MY CA3 RESULTS TODAY.

freaky.

i can hardly remember what i got. average 68 ++.
HORRIBLE. i know it is.

GEOG. urghh. it sucks. i didnt study anything from textbook.
so going to die.

hmm... i JUST passed geog(C6). im only in sec1 and i got a C6 alr.
very professional.

gotta go back and try to study for bio, math and history. actually there is also lit but then i dont know how to study lit since i only have to read the book.


better is one day in your courts, better is one day in your house

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;DD 9:29 PM

MY BRAIN IS DYING

just finshed watching the last episode of POINT OF NO RETURN. its a super nice drama serial. even though i have watched it like 3 times, it is still so touching

tianci: have you found your true love?
shuangxi: yes
tianci: since you have found your true love, why arent both of you together?
shuangxi: because he has ______( i forgot what the subtitle said here) rejected me
tianci: will you give him a chance if he repents and regrets what he did?
shuangxi: yes
tianci: will you forgive him if he kneels before you?
shuangxi: yes tianci kneels before her
tianci: dont go, please?
shuangxi: yes

then after this touching scene, they lived happily ever after

see zhijing? you had better stop stoning in chapel.

WOAH. i actually remembered. hmm..
i better get back to mugging for geog and lit tmrw.

ta

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;DD 8:11 PM

i have you breathing down my neck

dark blue by jack's mannequin

LOVE THIS SONG. scroll down and you can listen to it.


i havent sold any mooncakes yet. they are too expensive. it has been the same for so long. unfortunatley.

anyone got deja-vu by jay-z and beyonce? i want that song!!!

i met beulah today. lol. at beauty world centre.
got geog, math, bio, lit, chem, chinese to study for!!! ARGH!

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;DD 8:30 PM

WHO WANTS TO BUY MOONCAKES?

and i wanna go for planetshakers concert!!!!

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;DD 9:28 PM

just changed blogskin.

I LIKE IT. how abt you?

training today. it was alrite. choe-x and wanning were speaking cantonese and hokkien. wanning teaching her the meaning of certain words. I DONT UNDERSTAND.

bored again. why am i bored everytime?

history and math one after another. that is BAD. hate mondays


i miss those times

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;DD 9:45 PM

WOAH

im seriously very bored. got nth to do.

hmm... church today.

CLARE DIDINT COME AGAIN. she seems fine now. after so many things happening. i really pity her. how evil can guys get?
and she owes our whole group ICE MILO. haha. stephy asked her for it. too bad she is only coming back in SEPTEMBER. i dont want to wait so long. it is very fun with her around. all the jokes shooting out of her mouth. heehee :)

my skin is peeling!!! MY RACKET GRIP IS TOO ROUGH. im so random.

hope i can train properly tmrw. with the state of my knee. i cant force myself too hard though.

ta

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;DD 8:55 PM

songs of the day:
rooftop by lostprophets
boston by augustana


IM BORED

and im flooded with homework. argh

i havent been updating. and hannah lee(1H) typed some crap on my tagboard. too bored during com studies huh?
i feel so slack. i somehow cant motivate myself.
stuck

my knee is finally okay!! i can go trng on monday!! woohoo!! this is SO MUCH BETTER than going swimming trng. i wouldnt want to go forever if i had an injury.
hope my knee will be okay for the rest of the year. i dont want to go to the doctor again.
i'll have to wear a knee guard though. only on my right knee. weird.

and i really need to clear up my room. it is darn messy.

shoots, there is history on monday rite???

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;DD 9:29 PM