WOAH

i havent updated for 4 days. thats alot to me.

i think my dad is going to get another laptop. HP pavillion(i think). it is $1599. that is SUPER cheap for HP. but the thing is that it is only for STUDENTS. UNI/POLY STUDENTS. urgh, that is the irritating part. my cuz is in UNI but then she is SUPER SUPER hard to contact. dunno where she go. the desktop that we currently have is... *&$*jsdfohhg(*#$*jhhkshg.

there is seriously something wrong with it. it shuts down BY ITSELF. AT LEAST 3 TIMES. imagine half way when u are doing IMPORTANT stuff. then u would have to re-do the whole thing. that sucks

AND IT IS 5 YEARS OLD.

I INJURED MY RIGHT KNEE. during training.
at the last set of 6 point run, suddenly, i felt a stinging pain on my knee. then i screwed up in everything after that. especially when doing backhand. super painful. i couldnt do boasts properly(not the boast that everyone thinks of). Play games also cannot play properly.
SO.. im going to see a doctor tmrw. if not it will get worse. and im not going for swimming P.E. heehee.


IM BORED.. should i change my blogskin?

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;DD 8:27 PM

my second post of the day.

i feel so angry

is money really everything in the world?

guess what, i asked whether i could go for from eve to mary.

her response," do you think we are printing money? later your dad owe people so much money until one day, he might even commit suicide!! worse still, if he does, he won't leave us with a single cent!!"

WTF

i feel like screaming and shouting

kjashdkgkdejnvjnkvs9*&*&$&*&$(*#^$(^*&(^*^#(*

URGH

so angry.
she still thinks that money can bring everything.
as if u cant live on without any money.

HATE IT

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;DD 8:17 PM

E LEARNING

this week is so slack.

nothing to do except for work and work and work...

something is really wrong with me.
i cant play squash properly.
everyone has been beating me in every game i played.
i lost to someone that i used to win last time.
im getting fatter and fatter.
my physical has been deproving
i cant run as fast as i used to.
even gloria has caught up with me, and elena too.
im trying very hard to get into top five.
but there are only four places left since klarrisa is DEFINITELY first in position.

sighsighsigh.

I NEED A BIG CHANGE.
attitude, mentallity, everything

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;DD 10:39 AM

BORING

founder's day. for the 7th time. i cant believe i have been attending founder's day for 7 times alr. WTH
but i ponned once in p5, so that makes it 6 times. i still cannot believe it.

stood outside 2I. we kept on moving though. TO LET THE PRIMARY SCHOOL PEOPLE HAVE ENOUGH SPACE. stupid reason. why do they have so many people?

move and move and move. me and claire were "AIMING" to stand in front of the class door. so that we would not suffer in the crowd of like 100 over ppl( they really breathe out ALOT of carbon dioxide, so they must have breathed in ALOT of oxygen too. -_-")

it was REALLY COMFORTABLE standing in the midst of SO LITTLE PEOPLE. sense the sarcasm in the air. OOO so shocking. LoL

march and march and march. I WILL NOT MARCH EVEN IF THEY PAID ME TO.

boredboredbored!!
i took this from a guy's blog
i like. cutegirls. hotgirls. GURLS. some girls. some guys. attitude.
i don't like. playboyz. playgirlz. some girls. some guys. attitude.

SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER DESPO.
why is everyone so desperate?

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;DD 9:09 PM

amanda,sher and me

MGSWIMTEAM06-- my last year

i think we were looking at the timings. ooo. SO SHOCKED

COOL TROPHIES. I DIDNT get one though :(

hmm.. nth today

went to church. all the sad things going through my mind when it comes to church.

i hope _____ can get over it. i really pray that _____ can stay strong. all the emotions...

YOU MUST STAY STRONG!!

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;DD 4:12 PM

slack again.


tired.

will post tmrw. along with the pics.


3 tuitions. i dont know how am i going to survive.

looking at thoses pictures, all the memories are bouncing back on me.


i dont wanna see him. i dont want him to exist.

ALL THE ANGER AND HATRED IN ME

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;DD 10:17 PM

nothing to post today.


slacking again. drfiting further away from the water.
you wont be seeing me anymore. it's time to say goodbye.
take care everyone!! it's over for me

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;DD 5:15 PM

start time: 10.24.09pm 15july '06.
victim of quiz: madeleine here i goe!1oo questions. sighs. pray i don't pick youu.
1. full name: madeleine ashley lie yu hua
2. name backwards: auh uy eil yelhsa enieledam
3. were you named after anyone: madeleine albright[u dont know who is this]
4. meaning of name: dunno?
5. nick name: maddy
6. screen name: lienieledam/the sweetness will not be concerned with me/
7. date of birth: 5 march 1993
8. place of birth: nuh of singapore.
9. nationality: singaporean.
10. current location: my study table
11. phone type: nokia 7360
12. religion: christian.
13. height: 163.5cm
14. weight: HIGHLY CONFIDENTIAL
15. shoe size:us 9, uk 41[i feel so detailed]
16. hair colour: [brown is due to chlorine.]black with streaks of brown.
17. eye colour: black.
18. what do you look like: [how to answer!?]ehh. me. myself. i.
19. innie or outie: innie.
20. righty, lefty, or ambidextrous: right.
21. gay, straight, bi, or other? [what type of question is this?] straight.
22. best friends: frens from mg and apsc.
23. best friend you trust the most: [hmm.] no one in particular.
24. favourite pals: [isn't this the same as question 22?]
25. best friends of the opposite sex: i dont really know.
26. best buddies: [same as ques 22, 24 and 25?]
27. boyfriend or girlfriend: none.
28. crush: none.
29. parents: humans.
30. worst enemy: [if its ur worst enemy, you won't say right?]
31. favorite on-line guys: charles: funny nicks.
32. favorite on-line girls: same as 26.
33. funniest friend: serene, claire jean yeo, clarrisa poh
34. craziest friend: serene[duhh]
36. loudest friend: hmm.. alot of ppl
WHERE DID QUESTION 35 GOE?!
37. person you cry with: me.myself.i
38. any sisters: [duhh.] yupp.
39. any brothers: nahh.
40. any pets: nahh.
41. a disease: yupp. a laughing disease i get whenever serene laughs.
42. a pager: [outdated.duhh!] nahh.
43. a personal phone line: [handphone lar!] duhh.
44. a cell phone: [handphone lar! stupid question.]
45. a lava lamp: [ehh?] whats that?
46. a pool or hot tub: pool when the weather is hot and hot tub when the weather is cold(like kunming)
47. a car:IM THIRTEEN. I ONLY KNOW HOW TO DRIVE BUMPER CARS
48. personality: ask someone else abt me
49. drivers licence: refer to ques 47.
50. car or one you want: GREEN VOLKSWAGEN. RED FERRARI
51. own room: [hehheh.] yupp.
52. gotton lost: i dont really get lost. my right brain is working well
53. school: [currently.] mg.
54. bed: i dont know what size. it was bought from america
55. relationship with your parents: dunno?
56. believe in yourself: never.
57. do you believe in love at first sight? yes and no
58. consider yourself a good listener: no way. im a lousy listener.
59. it just died: i dun get this.
60. get along with your parents: this question again
61. save your e-mail conversations: nope. don't bother to.
62. pray: sometimes
63. believe in reincarnation:no
64. like to make fun of people: im not that evil, am i?
65. like to talk on the phone: no one ever calls me
66. want to get married: [hmm.] haven't thought that far yet.
67. like to drive: [refer to ques 49.]
68. get motion sickness: when i read in the car.
69. eat the stems of broccoli: duhh. i like veggies!!
70. eat chicken fingers with a fork: huh?
71. dream in color: i hardly dream
72. type with your fingers on home row: nope
73. sleep with a stuffed animal: they get thrown off the bed
74. right next to you: the wall and curtain
75. on the walls of your room: paint. and dirt.
76. on your mouse pad: i dont have a mouse pad
77. your dream car: go back up to read
78. your dream date: dunno? generations change
79. your dream honeymoon spot: ENGLAND
80. your dream husband or wife: hmmm...
81. your bedtime: ranges between 10.30 to 11.30
82. under your bed: dust
83. the single most important question: i dont have one
84. your bad time of the day: during history lesson in school
85. your worst fears: lots of them
86. the weather is: im in a air-con room
87. the time: 10.41.15pm
88. the date: 15 July 2006
89 .the best trick you ever played on someone: cant remember
90. got lost: nope
91. theme song: who i am hates who i've been by relient k
92. the hardest thing about growing up: getting fat
93. your funniest experience: the farmer
94. your scariest moment: before the rgs interview
95. the silliest thing you've said: so many of them
96. the funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex : ppl force me to do stupid stuff
97. the scariest thing that's ever happened while with your friend(s): no experience of this.
98. the worst feeling in the world: ppl telling me that im stupid and useless etc
99. the best feeling in the world: being all alone with no one disturbing me
100. 5 people to do this quiz: jasmine chua, belicia yong, lee e shyen, zi wei and bernice

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;DD 10:50 PM

start time: 10.24.09pm 15july '06.
victim of quiz: madeleine here i goe!1oo questions. sighs. pray i don't pick youu.
1. full name: madeleine ashley lie yu hua
2. name backwards: auh uy eil yelhsa enieledam
3. were you named after anyone: madeleine albright[u dont know who is this]
4. meaning of name: dunno?
5. nick name: maddy
6. screen name: lienieledam/the sweetness will not be concerned with me/
7. date of birth: 5 march 1993
8. place of birth: nuh of singapore.
9. nationality: singaporean.
10. current location: my study table
11. phone type: nokia 7360
12. religion: christian.
13. height: 163.5cm
14. weight: HIGHLY CONFIDENTIAL
15. shoe size:us 9, uk 41[i feel so detailed]
16. hair colour: [brown is due to chlorine.]black with streaks of brown.
17. eye colour: black.
18. what do you look like: [how to answer!?]ehh. me. myself. i.
19. innie or outie: innie.
20. righty, lefty, or ambidextrous: right.
21. gay, straight, bi, or other? [what type of question is this?] straight.
22. best friends: frens from mg and apsc.
23. best friend you trust the most: [hmm.] no one in particular.
24. favourite pals: [isn't this the same as question 22?]
25. best friends of the opposite sex: i dont really know.
26. best buddies: [same as ques 22, 24 and 25?]
27. boyfriend or girlfriend: none.
28. crush: none.
29. parents: humans.
30. worst enemy: [if its ur worst enemy, you won't say right?]
31. favorite on-line guys: charles: funny nicks.
32. favorite on-line girls: same as 26.
33. funniest friend: serene, claire jean yeo, clarrisa poh
34. craziest friend: serene[duhh]
36. loudest friend: hmm.. alot of ppl
WHERE DID QUESTION 35 GOE?!
37. person you cry with: me.myself.i
38. any sisters: [duhh.] yupp.
39. any brothers: nahh.
40. any pets: nahh.
41. a disease: yupp. a laughing disease i get whenever serene laughs.
42. a pager: [outdated.duhh!] nahh.
43. a personal phone line: [handphone lar!] duhh.
44. a cell phone: [handphone lar! stupid question.]
45. a lava lamp: [ehh?] whats that?
46. a pool or hot tub: pool when the weather is hot and hot tub when the weather is cold(like kunming)
47. a car:IM THIRTEEN. I ONLY KNOW HOW TO DRIVE BUMPER CARS
48. personality: ask someone else abt me
49. drivers licence: refer to ques 47.
50. car or one you want: GREEN VOLKSWAGEN. RED FERRARI
51. own room: [hehheh.] yupp.
52. gotton lost: i dont really get lost. my right brain is working well
53. school: [currently.] mg.
54. bed: i dont know what size. it was bought from america
55. relationship with your parents: dunno?
56. believe in yourself: never.
57. do you believe in love at first sight? yes and no
58. consider yourself a good listener: no way. im a lousy listener.
59. it just died: i dun get this.
60. get along with your parents: this question again
61. save your e-mail conversations: nope. don't bother to.
62. pray: sometimes
63. believe in reincarnation:no
64. like to make fun of people: im not that evil, am i?
65. like to talk on the phone: no one ever calls me
66. want to get married: [hmm.] haven't thought that far yet.
67. like to drive: [refer to ques 49.]
68. get motion sickness: when i read in the car.
69. eat the stems of broccoli: duhh. i like veggies!!
70. eat chicken fingers with a fork: huh?
71. dream in color: i hardly dream
72. type with your fingers on home row: nope
73. sleep with a stuffed animal: they get thrown off the bed
74. right next to you: the wall and curtain
75. on the walls of your room: paint. and dirt.
76. on your mouse pad: i dont have a mouse pad
77. your dream car: go back up to read
78. your dream date: dunno? generations change
79. your dream honeymoon spot: ENGLAND
80. your dream husband or wife: hmmm...
81. your bedtime: ranges between 10.30 to 11.30
82. under your bed: dust
83. the single most important question: i dont have one
84. your bad time of the day: during history lesson in school
85. your worst fears: lots of them
86. the weather is: im in a air-con room
87. the time: 10.41.15pm
88. the date: 15 July 2006
89 .the best trick you ever played on someone: cant remember
90. got lost: nope
91. theme song: who i am hates who i've been by relient k
92. the hardest thing about growing up: getting fat
93. your funniest experience: the farmer
94. your scariest moment: before the rgs interview
95. the silliest thing you've said: so many of them
96. the funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex : ppl force me to do stupid stuff
97. the scariest thing that's ever happened while with your friend(s): no experience of this.
98. the worst feeling in the world: ppl telling me that im stupid and useless etc
99. the best feeling in the world: being all alone with no one disturbing me
100. 5 people to do this quiz: jasmine chua, belicia yong, lee e shyen, zi wei and bernice

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;DD 10:50 PM

I feel so lazy to post.

NO TESTS THIS WEEK. but i bet there will be spring tests.

Nothing happened. I JUST WANNA KNOW HOW TO LOSE 10 KG IN ONE MONTH. I need to be skinnier!! I hate to hear my parents telling me EVERYDAY that I am fat and heavy. My dad says." Look how big your butt is." I'm like thinking," It is a priviledge to have a big butt." My mum says," Look how big your thighs are." Again I am thinking," I am proud to have big thighs as I stand out from the crowd."

I know they telling me all this for my own good. So that I won't get any fatter. But isn't saying this EVERYDAY too much?

From now onwards, I MUST go running everyday, not eat anything that has carbohydrates, not eat meat, eat more veggies and exercise more. I feel like I am turning into a vegetarian. I don't want to actually.

NO MORE SWIMMING FROM NOW ONWARDS!!! YAY!! <3

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;DD 9:05 PM

INTERSCHOOL SWIMMING IS OVER!

thats sherlynn teo and me. i was trying figure out how to put on the flash for the cam. i finally got it in the end. just press all the buttons and see which one is the flash. i will upload more pics tmrw. I AM GETTING THE LAPTOP TODAY!! YAY!

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;DD 3:31 PM

hmm...

what do i need to say today?

italy and france tmrw. i dont know which team will win. i am not supporting any of them. ENGLAND GOT OUT. thats like quite a long time ago.

im watching wimbeldon rite now. I WANT NADAL TO WIN. federer looks so snobbish.
MAURESMO WON. nnnnnnnnooooooooo. dont like her. justine henin-hardenne lost. IM SAD. haha. im a bit crazy.

I FINALLY GOT MY RACKET!! N-CODE120. it was on sale. so i bought it. it looks so white now.

went to taka with claire, fiona and e shyen. we were crapping like siao. AND SMSING SOMEONE TOO. IT WAS FREAKY. whenever claire's phone had a vibration, all of us would just keep quiet. hehe :)

IM FAT.

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;DD 9:01 PM

i havent typed out any posts for such a long time.

i didnt get into finals for any of my events. that proves how slow i am. it is finally over. i need not swim anymore.

but i'll swim for biathlons. haha. i will only swim for that. then someone will run for me. my running sucks too. im slower than rachel choe. her legs are fast and swift. i only have the stamina.

come to think of it, i wonder how it feels like to be not a swimmer anymore. maybe im just so used to it. 7 years of that kind of life. maybe i can take up to 14 years to adjust. nah. just kiddin' :)

im going to CCMC for church this sunday. got that math thing to do so have to meet up with frens at school. i have a concert tmrw and another one next friday. so much stuff to go for.

nothing much today. went back to school just to do math test after the competition. it was okay. except that im not so sure abt the number patterns thingy. i cant seem to get it right for some reason.

goodbye to my old self. i am not going to be soaked again. well, sometimes i will.

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;DD 5:02 PM

Miss Swan at the ATM

HELLO? HELLO? COME ON I NEED THE MONEY..

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;DD 7:27 PM

Miss Swan at a gay bar

this is super sick and hilarious

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;DD 7:26 PM

Miss Swan at the customs

this is so retarded. STAND BEHIND THE BLUE LINE

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;DD 7:25 PM

Miss Swan At Starbucks

this is stupid..

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;DD 7:24 PM

Miss Swan Eyewitness

He look... like a ma(a)n!

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;DD 1:32 PM

Miss Swan On Plane

MISS SWAN: With a little bit of bacon. haha

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;DD 1:31 PM