Friday, November 10, 2006
i feel like crying
i've been praying and praying.
i don't like swimming anymore but i miss my friends. those friends of mine, they cheered me up whenever i'm down. they helped me persevere on, not to give up, but to always continue on no matter what. it's just so sad that i made them disappointed, all of them. not only those from my club, but also my rivals, and my friends from other clubs.
but i had a choice to make. last year, i was already on the edge of giving up. i did it. i gave up this year. i had reasons to giving up. but somehow, my parents, until now, are against it. i don't know why they just cannot support my decision. even mrs elaine chan doesn't allow me. everyone doesn't allow me.
however, i don't regret making that decision. even though i have become fatter, i like being a squashie.
p.s. mum and dad, i don't believe that ONLY swimming can help me lose weight. and don't try talking to people so that they can persuade me to go back swimming. it won't work
{/PERHAPS LOVE <3 ;
;DD 8:26 PM
