Monday, May 22, 2006
sighxx.. my mum is really going against me.. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!! what have i done her wrong? or is it just im such an eyesore to her? or is it im just so fat that she cant tolerate the sight of me?? aiyah. i dont know whats wrong with her.. but she cant just make me skinnier or something. i couldnt be cared less abt my weight. it takes me 2 years just to lose 1kg or even 500g. so it just takes too long. haha.. milo is getting nearer and nearer. learning journey is SO boring. i really hate myself. MY PARENTS ARE GOING AGAINST ME, MY MUM CANT STAND THE SIGHT OF ME, SHE THINKS I AM AN EYESORE, SHE LOOKS AT ME AS IF I AM OCCUPYING THE WHOLE HOUSE, SHE NEVER EVER SUPPORTS ANYTHING I DO, SHE NEVER FAILS TO DISAGREE WITH ME AND SHE IS ALWAYS COMPARING WITH OTHERS WHO ARE ALOT BETTER THAN ME. I REALLY REALLY HATE MY FATE. WHY AM I SO UNLUCKY??
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