Tuesday, May 09, 2006
haiz.. my mum is so prejudiced against me.. dunno wats wrong with her. stoopid lah.. what did i do wrong?? she's like disagreeing with me for every single thing dat i say. just because i joined squash, doesnt mean that i am like.. turning evil?? DUNNO LAH!! feel like getting out of here. dont wanna be in this world anymore. i rather be dead and not know anything. dont need to hear so much UNPLEASANT stuff from ppl.. WHY ARE THERE SUCH DOWN RIGHT EVIL PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD?? CANT THEY JUST HAVE A CHANGE OF HEART?? THEY ARE REALLY SO HEARTLESS!! cant take it anymore!! my sis and my parents are being so prejudiced against me ever since i joined another CCA(squash). wat is wrong with them?? doesnt mean that that they dont like something means that i hv to follow suit.. SO FREAKING PISSED!! I HATE MYSELF! hate myself for being so stoopid. hate my parents for giving me such A STOOPID BRAIN. well, they are stoopid so that means i am stoopid too. and my mum keeps on telling me,"EVER SINCE YOU JOINED SQUASH, YOUR STUDIES HAVE BEEN DEPROVING A LOT. I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO TO YOU."
like not as if im deproving from A1 to F9 or something. its just 6 marks(for chinese). and, there is nth she can do to make my history and english improve because I REALLY REALLY HATE THEM. they really suck lah. i would rather hv all the subjects written in chinese than in english. at least i can understand something. im not the typical china type person but i just find myself in difficulty because i cant seem to understand a single thing that the book and teacher is trying to say!! I REALLY HATE MYSELF.
{/PERHAPS LOVE <3 ;
;DD 7:28 PM
