ASEAN06, doing stretches, didnt do well for this.




the start of either 100m breaststroke or 200m breaststroke. dunno, i forgot. hehe



JAG06. waiting for my event to come. dont like it at sports school. water so cold and the place is so small


that is me swimming. not nice. i look weird. :)


hello people!!! haha. just had aquathlon yesterday. hehe. quite fun. but i hate the feeling of swimming in the sea!! my nose has so much sand! so painful. when i got up from the water, i was darn giddy, couldnt see anything lar. and u know wat? i saw kong man sheng!! saw so much EVIL yesterday. urgh. yay!! ican go to squash trip!! yay!! hehe.

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;DD 4:02 PM

hello again everyone out there
still not decided
im not going for the squash trip
but instead im going for the ccmc church camp
nvm, its still worth it to go
not going for the stupid hanzhou trip
who wants to train?
guess wat, sabrina is going to the same hotel in kunming again!!
wonder if she gets sick of it
and she is also going to hua niao shi chang
hope she remembers to bring her towel
not fair!! she can enjoy the hot tub!
but dont like the trng, so tiring
pray that she doesnt vomit again
hehe.. recalling this seems so fun, but i wont want to go there again.
dont want to see jjl's face day and night(i can puke)
wont want to hear her nagging again, wont wan to hear her say "you mao bing" over ten times at breakfast.
lol.. this just seems so funny(experiencing it is SO NOT FUN, dont ever try)
byebye! this is all that i want to say. hehe

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;DD 5:41 PM

sighx.. bernice and belicia talked to the sec1s today. dunno wat to do!! we r soon gonna be Cdiv!! damn stressed out. swimming or squash??? I CANT SEEM TO MAKE UP A DECISION. been swimming for so many years.
so sick of it
dont like it
so tired of it
maybe i should do something else for a change
I NEED TO BE HAPPY!!
but im still so sad
so depressed
so useless
so meaningless
so sucky
just dont know wat to do.
advice please!!

haha.. jin jiao lian looks so retarded. last year's ASEAN cup at jakarta. fell sick for two weeks after that. :(

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;DD 7:34 PM

im back again... ASEAN cup just finished! yay!! now i dont really need to train hard!! im so happy! Can slack finally.. hehe. but come to think of it, i still cant. got aquathalon to train for. sighx.. 800m swim. hope i can survive.. just dont wanna be a swimmer anymore. cant take it anymore!! been praying to God and been asking him for advice. I think He wants me to continue and not give it up. should i continue or should i quit?? im like half here and half there. half of me is saying not to quit. the other half of me is saying just quit.. DONT KNOW WAT TO DO!!!!! HELP ME!!

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;DD 4:16 PM

heyy everybody out there!! i havent been posting for very long.. hehe. just changed the skin. hope all of you like it!! sighx, i have so many competitions coming up. GO MG!! all the way through the finals!! will always support all of you!! after the finals, i would have to stop trng for a while. gotta train for ASEAN, mg swim meet, aquathlon... still got inter-school. sighx. guess i have to sacrifice my free time for all these. actually, thinking again, quitting swimming is actually not a good way out. since im still in the school team and apsc team, maybe i should just continue. but i wont be so serious on it. aiyah, i still cant come up with decision yet. need loads of advice. maybe one of you can help me?? dunno.

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;DD 8:51 PM